Well... It seems that i just received my pay and within a week, 500 bucks seem to dissappear from my bank.. haiz..
my working shoes, the SAF provided no. 3 boots, seem to become a crocodile, splitting up on the left leg. I had no choice today but to buy a new shoe for myself. So, off i went to tangs level 3 to get a choe with agnes. Anyway, i'd been there to look for shoes for a no of times but none can capture my attention. However, i am just plain tired of wearing that spoiled shoe. With a heavy heart, i swiped my card on the nets machine and there goes my $121.60(Even thou there's a sales in tangs offerin 20% discount).
Been spending quite a lot on cabs recently.Oh my god... somemore its midnight!!! haiz... Guess for every good thing to come by, there must be a sacrifice...
Just went for Andrew's birthday party, forgoing the SIM's bash at power house.... The party was like a small reunion for the guys who went thru the 2 years with me in NDU. Some how, i missed those days when we were together in the camp, thou at that time, i hate the 2 years... Guess when one loses something that is close to him, then only he will learn how to treasure. Okie.. back to the party... It was a fun one thou.. with Andrew singing(he's a great singer) and Clearence playing the piano. Then the dunking of pp into the pool and residents complaining... well.. it seems that we couldn't care any lesser.. haha
Recently, i'm starting to miss her more... missed those wonderful days... Maybe, like what Debbie says, i am indecisive, at times a little too gu niang, with my answers always in between yes and no...
I told myself that i will change. Change to be a more decisive person. To be what i used to be.. A more confident guy. Just give me more time....
Charm: Tough time don't LAST. TOUGH MAN DO!!!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
hurt
well...
why is it that one can hurt the other and not the other way round?
Sometimes, one doesn't know that he/she has hurt the other guy with what he/she said... but when its the other way round, they would just tell u straight off...
sometimes, i just don't mean to hurt a person with what i say, with me trying to console and care... but to them, its just hurt... but they just keep on hurting u and u just cannot retaliate back as they are ur love ones...
For so much effort had been put in, the efforts are just like being wasted... people i had loved can just dismissed whatever efforts put in with a word or two... Sometimes i just feel that if in a relationship, no effort is being put in and it can work out, how wonderful it will be. And it cannot be also just a one sided effort with the other party expecting the guy to give in to all.
Afterall, there is a limit to even the most patient man in the world. i will put it as a balloon. if u keep blowing air into a balloon and the amt of air coming out is not fast enough (input of air is more the output), the balloon will explode. So, for all the people out there... pls be more considerate....
Life's getting more and more difficult. Money is an issue, studies are also one and work!!! its difficult to balance all these 3 in 24 hours unless one forgo his sleep. In the perfect ideal world, just study and have money will be the best situation. But i am not like any rich guy out there where i can but a cosmetics, take cab everyday, buying meals all the time. I dun have a rich family but a modest one. My bank is not a money tree where they grow like $1000 interest a day. they will deplete too...
How i wish i can be in a life just like in poly or secondary school where i can just enjoy an hour or 2 of a basketball game, have plenty of time on projects and studies and be as friendly liek what i used to be..
Life has definitely change as one gets older and living on the edge whereby he's nearing the career era....
WL - The most beautiful history of a person is not only the pictures that one has but the vivid playback of memories that one has gone thru, for no other tools or things will have as much emotions as the latter can give.
why is it that one can hurt the other and not the other way round?
Sometimes, one doesn't know that he/she has hurt the other guy with what he/she said... but when its the other way round, they would just tell u straight off...
sometimes, i just don't mean to hurt a person with what i say, with me trying to console and care... but to them, its just hurt... but they just keep on hurting u and u just cannot retaliate back as they are ur love ones...
For so much effort had been put in, the efforts are just like being wasted... people i had loved can just dismissed whatever efforts put in with a word or two... Sometimes i just feel that if in a relationship, no effort is being put in and it can work out, how wonderful it will be. And it cannot be also just a one sided effort with the other party expecting the guy to give in to all.
Afterall, there is a limit to even the most patient man in the world. i will put it as a balloon. if u keep blowing air into a balloon and the amt of air coming out is not fast enough (input of air is more the output), the balloon will explode. So, for all the people out there... pls be more considerate....
Life's getting more and more difficult. Money is an issue, studies are also one and work!!! its difficult to balance all these 3 in 24 hours unless one forgo his sleep. In the perfect ideal world, just study and have money will be the best situation. But i am not like any rich guy out there where i can but a cosmetics, take cab everyday, buying meals all the time. I dun have a rich family but a modest one. My bank is not a money tree where they grow like $1000 interest a day. they will deplete too...
How i wish i can be in a life just like in poly or secondary school where i can just enjoy an hour or 2 of a basketball game, have plenty of time on projects and studies and be as friendly liek what i used to be..
Life has definitely change as one gets older and living on the edge whereby he's nearing the career era....
WL - The most beautiful history of a person is not only the pictures that one has but the vivid playback of memories that one has gone thru, for no other tools or things will have as much emotions as the latter can give.
Friday, August 17, 2007
First Blog
well...
i am well into my first blog...
School has started for me for 2 weeks and i am starting to feel the pressure of doing well for my relevant subjects.. i've 3 modules in total, 3 hours, 3 days a week... and it cost a bomb for each lecture!!! roughly abt 200 bucks for each!!!
i'm going to tire myself out too... with me having to work when not studying... tts practically no rest days... i wanna study on my off day but i am just too tired. really dun wanna work and enjoy my life but who will support me?? no one except myself!!
Been like a third party for some time... feel so lousy for the past 1 month past pr so... haiz... sometimes, i just hate to be a guy... so troublesome... haha....
erm... thats all for my first blog...
WL : The secret to persuasion is to induce the person to persuade himself
i am well into my first blog...
School has started for me for 2 weeks and i am starting to feel the pressure of doing well for my relevant subjects.. i've 3 modules in total, 3 hours, 3 days a week... and it cost a bomb for each lecture!!! roughly abt 200 bucks for each!!!
i'm going to tire myself out too... with me having to work when not studying... tts practically no rest days... i wanna study on my off day but i am just too tired. really dun wanna work and enjoy my life but who will support me?? no one except myself!!
Been like a third party for some time... feel so lousy for the past 1 month past pr so... haiz... sometimes, i just hate to be a guy... so troublesome... haha....
erm... thats all for my first blog...
WL : The secret to persuasion is to induce the person to persuade himself
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