Monday, September 24, 2007

Wishing, Hoping, Waiting

well... a dull, stressful week for me. Addicted to game again. This time, its heroes of might and magic 5. Maybe thats a gd thing. It takes me off my mind for that few hours every day. Not thinking of those troubles.
Was walking in takashimaya when i decided to go for a round in the atium where there is a mook cake fare. Lots of moon cakes. So i decided to try around the stalls, when i suddenly decide to get a D24 durian snow skin moon cake from Home's favorite. The moon cake was fabulous. Definitely worth the Money. But, its not for me. Just thought of getting it for a very good friend of mine. I won't spend that kind of money on me.. lol..
Recently, for the past 2 months, my sales had dipped alarmingly to 1 bill a day. Therefore, my pay is affected too.. Was glad that during the weekend recently, i had some gd decent luck to get more.. hee...
i think i believe in others too easily. Maybe, it can be said as both good and bad. haiz... really dunno what to do... guess thats just me...

Charm: Life is a choice. Success is not an accident!

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Definition

Last night, i came to know about the definition of a phrase. 'What The F**k'.. Well... i shall not reveal how i come across this with my own meaning but somehow, after discussion with my very very good soul mate, we came out with the definition.

So.. WTF: Speechless; Clueless; Upset; Disappointed; Tu Lan...

With special thanks to Chloe who had kept me spiritually accomapanied, comforting me.. hehe...

Okie... so.. my tests this week.. econs is disastrious, knowing that i wrote all my answers on the answer paper, i cannot submit. but i still have 35mins. so while waiting, i double checked all my answers. Dunno why my hands are so itchy, i went on to change about 5 of them, only to find out later after the test that they are the correct answer. Worse still, this test is 30% of the mudule..

Tml will be my Accounting test.. Have not yet started my studying coz just found out today that the book i boorowed from my friend was not the one!! so, i have to make my way to school to but a new book, costing $50.85!!! wa lau... and i'm going to use this book for only 2 more months!! what a waste of money...

Its glad to know that people around u, thou, have not contacted for so long, still care for u. =)

Charm: Found this on an advertisement... rather relevant...
Its not about picking hair after bath. Its about not having them anymore. Dun live to regret.

Friday, September 7, 2007

Birthday 2007

this year 24 yrs old le... getting older.. feel that life is no longer as energetic and lively as before.

For my birthday this year, it seems that its the same as how the year has gone... lousy, disappointing. I missed my birthday last year, having PF celebrating for me, giving me surprises. I missed being romantic.. So what if there is someone who erm... is with you, even thou she's not ur gf... haha... its just as disapppointing. Cannot even make time for me.. Even my best friends cannot meet up with me this sunday for a meal.. and some more, i told them last month and they said confirm...

So, i spend my day studying in the morning, followed by project discussion.. oh ya... a million thanks to Jie Hua and Jerome. They bought me a slice of cake and a bottle of 7Up.. So nice of them even thou we dun noe each other well enough. Thereafter, met Andy and leon, spending and slacking my time with them.. and... even they forgot my birthday!!!

on thursday, went for my work and had lunch alone... however, there's this lovely gal, Chloe, who made my day... she met me after my work.. its been a while since we met up.. she brought me to a place.. so romantic.. haha... like i say, i'd not been romentic for so long... and she gave me my present!!! a cake baked by her... for a moment, i was really touched.. its been sometime since i felt the feminine side of a gal... i lost faith in them for months.. i was depressed.. but the world just light up for that 3 or 4 hours... a million and million thanks to her..

We just sat there and talk but its not like b4... it seems i'd been duller.. not so crappy.. i wanna to... Chloe agreed. she said i had matured... haha... did I?

Sometimes, i really missed those days when i was crappy... i can just be happy go lucky kind.. but it seems the events this year somehow changed me.. some people says i'm geeting to the feminine side... i dunno..

I Am DEPRESSED!!! Life is such a troublesome one... why cant a person be happy and not sad?

Charm: A happy go lucky guy may seems happy on the exterior but he may have more troubles than any other guy on the street.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Update..

okie... 3 more months to my reservist. Ijust went for medical checkup last thursday. The route to the camp, the walking, is just so familiar.. maybe i missed the feeling of those NS days. Well, for the medical checkup, its the fist time ever that i passed the 'blowjob', first time ever to get the force above 80(mine is 84!)... lol... where in the past, my highest is at 78. haha.... the needles again is my most feared tool there... and... my eye sight has detoriated again from 6/6 to 6/9.. haiz...

Just got back from Ipoh this morning. The bus ride back to Singapore was fantastic! the Grassland coach was just so superb, no complains... the only one being no stopping for us to pee... and its the first time ever i had such a full bladder of urine in me... maybe more than 100%? haha.. i even attepted to release the urine into the bottle of water they gave me.. only to realise that the hole was too small.. haha...

Did lots of shoppig there in Ipoh. Was in the Proton car, which was super old, that had an accident with a mazda.. and the proton car war just so durable with no big damage but the back bumper of that mazda was unlucky thou.. my friend had to pay rm300 to that indian guy..\

Well.. my feeling for now is that i feel so cheated, not by the ipoh trip.. but something else.. haiz... i hate people who lies... so moody the whole day... feel like having a game of freedom(basketball) but andy is sick... so i slept almost the whole day... only to be constantly woken up by a phone call from a company called 'ya tai' something.. saying that i won the 2nd prize in their lucky draw in their exhition recently. the amt? 200k.. haha... was so happy at first only to realise later that i have to pay 1800 for admin in advance... there are so many reports on hoax and cheating recently. and i think i will forgo that prize.. better not to take any risk...

Charm: 有时候分开不是不爱而是太爱