2 unfortunate incidents

2 days ago, i met up with shane and khim for a session of karaoke. The session was fun thou with all the singings. i ordered 2 glasses of peppermint mile tea, and i farted the whole night. when i reached home, my grandma asked me to drink the ginseng soup that she made 2 days ago. i'm a lazy guy. Unkown to the fact that i need to warm the soup to kill the germs, i drank it cold.
an hour later, i started rolling on the bed. body rolled up like a dough. The pain on my stomach was excruciating. I was groaning in bed, enduring the 'attack' on my stomach. Probably the pain was too much, i fainted perhaps. sometime later at 3 plus, i was knocked awake by the pain again. this time, i shuffled to the toilet, hands on my stoamch, body crouched. urinating was a torture too.. i quickly jumped back to bed thereafter, hoping for the pain to go off.

However, its getting more onto me!! I struggled to my mum's room, woke her up, and quickly jump onto my bed again. my legs were powerless to hold my body, getting weak as i stood more on the ground.

My mum felt my stomach and was astonished that my stomach was bloated. Very bloated. she took an oilment and applied constantly onto my stomach. Telling me constantly to endure it and that the pain will be over after i farted all the air in my stomach out. All these while, she, sitting beside me, taking care of me. The pain subsided.

The next day, i still went to work, although feeling lethargic from the little hours of sleep that i had. legs still wobbling. This is because of the insufficient man power for the day as all the full timers had went for their trainings in the office. I stayed til Jia xin returned to the store before making my move back home a charging time on my bed. (Sleep)


The 2nd incident happened today. It left me feeling gulty.

I received half a dozen of drink from my colleagues who are involved in a promotion just outside my work place. i was thinking of sharing it with a friend when an old lady approached me for a bottle.

The 6 bottles that i received are free, but i told the old lady that i have to deliver it to another friend, which obviously to me, it isn't the way. She seemed to be begging me for a bottle as she asked me if i know why she's asking for bottle, saying that she's very thirsty.

And me? being so hard hearted, i told her NO!! omg... i dun even noe why i did that.

while walking to cineleisure, the guilt somehow crept into me. I thought that she may be some one in need and that a bottle won't kill me. The fact that i may need another person's help, while in need, also build on the guilt on me.

so, i turned back, walked back to tangs, in search of the old lady, but to no avail. I felt more guilty.

Guilty that i dun even want to offer her a drink that comes free, not less to say it cost me. i cannot bring myself to face this fact.

I promised not to turned down a begging person who requires a help from me when they are in need. I do not wish to be in ther situation either. So please forgive me...

I'd learned another lesson on moral issues.

Charm: A moment of madness/foolishness will leave a lifetime guilt on you.