A 2 wheel thingy; a perceived risk

hey, tell u guys a secret! but pls keep it a secret!! lol..

I passed my class 2b some 3 months ago, without any intention to purchase a vehicle. I just wanted the licence for me to ride a bike in malaysia when i'm at my grandma's house.

However, a decision was made recently by myself that afterall, since i cannot afford a car, i can try to start off with a small one on bike ( a second hand one). I weighed decisions heavily in my mind for quite sometime, trying to differentiate the pros and cons but it seems that i need to force myself into the decision to start with a vehicle so that i can force myself to study and work harder, or perhaps play harder! lol...

WHY?

I remember some time ago, someone told me:" you will not be avidly chasing your dreams unless u put some form of pressure on yourself, be it physical or mental."

I cannot afford the full sum of the nike currently, but paying the down payment indeed pull and stretch all my finanaces, but the harder part may be the monthly installment which if added up with my expenses and insurances, will put a strain on me monthly. Probably this will take half a year for me to recover my finances but i think it may have a positive effect on me, due to me having to stress myself more on work and studies.

I have not yeat told my parents but i think i will tell them soon...

Not to worry thou, i am a safe driver and rider...

Charm: without risk; without gain.