Ignorance of bliss

So, exams had been finished. Whats next? I have 1 more module per semester for the next 2 semesters ( hopefully there's no additional to top the existing). I'm thinking of applying for a full time job, to which, i still have worries. Whats about my lessons on days that i need to attend if i am working? i dunno. Currently, i'm stuck between the decision of being an OBS instructor (not a bad pay, considering a fresh graduate) and being in the office. Outdoor is me, but i dun think that will be a great future to be in. Office work isn't me, but the prospect of higher position + pay looks good. So which should i choose?

I'm into the 2nd week of my reservist. Waking up very very early daily is a drag to me now. You know, for the first week, i have my grandma waking me up daily, when i get home, she will come bothering me, asking me what i want to eat and stuffs. Well, and that is for me, when i'm tired, really not the time to ask.

My neighbour's kid who is 7 months old is so cute. She's adorable and our family, especially my grandma loves bringing her over to our house for some fun. On Sunday morning, we were playing with that baby, when the phone rang. My grandma, who's back is facing the phone, turned and wanted to answer that call. Her leg got entangled, she fell flat. 'PONG!' she layed flat, facing up. she was in a dazed. the baby was with me. I cannot react in time.

She's sent to the hospital. It was found that she had cracked her hip bone and she's now awaiting to have an operation tomorrow. OMG... Now, i'm hungry, i cooked instant noodle. I got home, nobody is cooking. i wake up daily myself, and when i get to my grandma's room, the bed laid bare.

How things changed. She won't be able to walk for at least a few months after the operation. I realized the importance of her. Old is indeed a treasure to the family. Lets hope that she recovers fast, and i will treasure her more. Ignorance isn't a bliss sometimes.

Charm: Ignorance is a bliss only if u choose to think simple, not complicated.