A child has no worries, pressures. He has all the world for him.
An adult has loads of worries (financial, love, career), pressures, perhaps insecurity, unstability of moods due to various reasons. He may have already or almost learnt how to cope with them and live with them.
I'm in the process of being an adult. Some, i'd learnt to live and makedo with them, some, i'm still coping. Whatever the reasons, they still haunt me at times.
Being an adult isn't easy.
I wanna be a child again.
Charm: life is a process, a cycle or to some, its just so annoying...
Friday, February 19, 2010
Saturday, February 6, 2010
A long time...
I'm still patiently waiting for the right job to come to me. I have lots of business ideas but i need capital. Right now, my priority is to find a job that pays really well.
Today, i was back in the counter doing retail sales again. This time, i would say that i felt like a freelance, as there's a shortage of manpower for issey miyake's promotion, and she asked me to help fer for the week. Haha, she said to me:" Can u help me for the promotion?" And indeed, i thought i'm involved. However, nope, it wasn't to be. I'm there to look after JPG and Narciso instead of being involved in the promotion. I do opened a few bills thou, which i gave to the full timers.
Its been 2 and a half years since i saw them. Today, while i'm on my way to eat in Wisma, i saw PF and her bf. Its really been a long time. I was in a hurry. we both saw each other while we were walking in the opposite direction enroute the escalator. We exchanged a short hi and carried on with our journey. I wondered, how things can change in such a short time frame, or should i say in less than 3 years.
Later at night, i saw PF's 2 best pals, and haha... i almost could not recgonise them!! It took me some time before i started knowing who they are!! lol.. yup, its been the same period of time also..
Well, sometimes, coincidence don't really happen when u wish it could. But it does happen when u didn't want it to, anymore... and probably a few more times than u wanted. How funny is life?
Indeed, we do treasure happy times in the past, but for me? i'm contented with the current status. I'm lazy to start all over again, afraid to commit another and contented with the current, while hoping that she will slowly change for me.
Charm: Cherish your yesterdays,
Dream Your tomorrows,
Live your Todays!!
Today, i was back in the counter doing retail sales again. This time, i would say that i felt like a freelance, as there's a shortage of manpower for issey miyake's promotion, and she asked me to help fer for the week. Haha, she said to me:" Can u help me for the promotion?" And indeed, i thought i'm involved. However, nope, it wasn't to be. I'm there to look after JPG and Narciso instead of being involved in the promotion. I do opened a few bills thou, which i gave to the full timers.
Its been 2 and a half years since i saw them. Today, while i'm on my way to eat in Wisma, i saw PF and her bf. Its really been a long time. I was in a hurry. we both saw each other while we were walking in the opposite direction enroute the escalator. We exchanged a short hi and carried on with our journey. I wondered, how things can change in such a short time frame, or should i say in less than 3 years.
Later at night, i saw PF's 2 best pals, and haha... i almost could not recgonise them!! It took me some time before i started knowing who they are!! lol.. yup, its been the same period of time also..
Well, sometimes, coincidence don't really happen when u wish it could. But it does happen when u didn't want it to, anymore... and probably a few more times than u wanted. How funny is life?
Indeed, we do treasure happy times in the past, but for me? i'm contented with the current status. I'm lazy to start all over again, afraid to commit another and contented with the current, while hoping that she will slowly change for me.
Charm: Cherish your yesterdays,
Dream Your tomorrows,
Live your Todays!!
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Dilemma
I'm looking for job, went for interviews, but undecided. Feeling so depressed now. Job prospect VS interest VS pay. which one would u choose?
My heart is feeling so freaking down now. I would probably blame RMIT for that. For my results that was supposed to be passed and getting a fail 7 days later? And now? Its such a barrier to me getting a job that i want.
I don't want to waste time doing part time anymore. I want a prospective career with a good pay but of my interest. But the reality will never match with your dreams. What do u think? which would u choose?
Anyway, i seriously think that staying at home for 1 full month without working isn't good for me, especially for my interviews. The normally chatty, quick witted me is somehow misplaced. I failed lots of interviews. I can sell anything. But when this question is being thrown to my face. I am speechless.
"Sell yourself to us."
I hate this sentence. I tried thinking at home. I can't think of the answer, or perhaps i'm too much of a pefectionist to even think of selling myself. Or perhaps i'm not even confident in myself when it comes to introducing my self. Yes! my main strength is my mouth, but perhaps thats also my weakness. Haiz..
Feeling so down......
Charm: A confident person may be confident about his skills but probably not about himself. How contradicting.
My heart is feeling so freaking down now. I would probably blame RMIT for that. For my results that was supposed to be passed and getting a fail 7 days later? And now? Its such a barrier to me getting a job that i want.
I don't want to waste time doing part time anymore. I want a prospective career with a good pay but of my interest. But the reality will never match with your dreams. What do u think? which would u choose?
Anyway, i seriously think that staying at home for 1 full month without working isn't good for me, especially for my interviews. The normally chatty, quick witted me is somehow misplaced. I failed lots of interviews. I can sell anything. But when this question is being thrown to my face. I am speechless.
"Sell yourself to us."
I hate this sentence. I tried thinking at home. I can't think of the answer, or perhaps i'm too much of a pefectionist to even think of selling myself. Or perhaps i'm not even confident in myself when it comes to introducing my self. Yes! my main strength is my mouth, but perhaps thats also my weakness. Haiz..
Feeling so down......
Charm: A confident person may be confident about his skills but probably not about himself. How contradicting.
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