Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Dilemma

I'm looking for job, went for interviews, but undecided. Feeling so depressed now. Job prospect VS interest VS pay. which one would u choose?

My heart is feeling so freaking down now. I would probably blame RMIT for that. For my results that was supposed to be passed and getting a fail 7 days later? And now? Its such a barrier to me getting a job that i want.

I don't want to waste time doing part time anymore. I want a prospective career with a good pay but of my interest. But the reality will never match with your dreams. What do u think? which would u choose?

Anyway, i seriously think that staying at home for 1 full month without working isn't good for me, especially for my interviews. The normally chatty, quick witted me is somehow misplaced. I failed lots of interviews. I can sell anything. But when this question is being thrown to my face. I am speechless.

"Sell yourself to us."

I hate this sentence. I tried thinking at home. I can't think of the answer, or perhaps i'm too much of a pefectionist to even think of selling myself. Or perhaps i'm not even confident in myself when it comes to introducing my self. Yes! my main strength is my mouth, but perhaps thats also my weakness. Haiz..

Feeling so down......

Charm: A confident person may be confident about his skills but probably not about himself. How contradicting.

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