A change of heart

So, there's a dwindling number of visitors to my blog. lol... cool... but who cares?!?!

Hmm.... So much things had happened in the past week. Mostly about Jack Neo's affairs. I wonder why there are so many KPOs out there who love sticking their nose to his affairs when there are better things to do??

And, i read this report from the newspaper, saying that Jack Neo owns an apology to the public, but i really wonder..... he's not having an affair with the public, so why should he apologies? thats his problem!! and i do think that the public owns him an apology instead!! comeon, the public has some how destroyed his family's harmony, no doubt he's in the wrong. However, who are we to say that he's right or he's wrong? I'm sure that in a human's life, one must have done something more enormous than this, no matter the magnitude. And do the human needs to apologise to anyone? NO!!! thats his problem.

We have this pastor having an affair, that monk misusing money, and that malay sourcer using beliefs as a bait to rape girls, but do the public want an apology from them? Yes, but not as much as Jack Neo's. True, Jack has an affair, but that affair is none of yours nor my business. So, just let him off...

I was reading the newspaper when i saw that his recent movie, being human, is being affected by his affair. I was curious. How bad can that be? If his movies had always been that good, how can this affair be directly influencial to that of his movie?

I was out today to catch his movie. I left disappointed. No doubt, its funny, but not as funny as his past movies, not much substance, and it ends with the thing which my teacher always told me not to commit when doing a composition. It was a dream... omg, I think this movie and that where got ghost are just not up to his usual standard. Probably thats the reason to his dwindling movie ticket sales. Probably plus a little fact of that affair, but i seriously don't think that affair affected much, except for those 'saints' who thinks that the world owes them an apology for things that are not related to them.....

Anyway, Mark Lee's comment irked me a lot this week. Yes, i'm not a saint. I'm comflicting my words. but i am a person who is ' yin shui shi yuan'. I think using the excuse of Jack's affair to get out of Jack's team and starting his own firm is not a good one, let alone stepping on Jack, aka scolding him in the public, while saying himself til like saint, isn't good. Probably to me, a very bad PR.

Moving aside, i'm having so thoughts about my current job. I love sales. I love talking. I love the satisfaction of seeing my customers/clients. But talking on the phone all day, just demoralised me, even though i striked deals, made money. I just felt lost for the past 2 weeks. I'm not satisfied. Now, hows a money vs satisfaction/happiness? Probably, i will know that in a week or 2's time....

Checking out now....

Charm: Satisfaction occurs when you are feeling happy, not lost nor sad.