Inspirations

Hmmm.. i'm not the kind of person who blogs daily and i hope those reading my blog won't be too disappointed that i don't blog daily.
It seems a lot of people around me think that i'm rather lousy in my language.. that is my english. lol... Guess i created this way because of the way in which i speak. I don't see the need to speak ang mo style or whatever style of english to show that. I like the way in which it shd be fun, short, and that the message is being delivered.
I'm a kind of person who believes in emotions, inspirations. Therefore, most of the time, i do things by pure emotions(gan jue) and by those who inspire me.
This may sound surprising. I used to be in choir for erm.. i think... 3 years. and thereafter, i never ever opened my mouth to sing in secondary school. But childhood songs like ji gong and xiao sha zou yi hui do keep my heart singing. Probably due to the shutting up of my mouth causes me to only listen to songs but not sing them while in sec sch.
My first love of singing songs was when i broke up with my first gf. I began listening to those meaningful lyrics yet sorrowful ones. Songs by Huang pin yuan( Ni zhe me she de wo nan guo and an jin from jay), started me singing. I lost those wonderful pitches which i think i possessed in primary school. My voice sounds terrible.
However, the person who inspired me to know more about singing songs is my last gf. She sings so beautifully. She started me watching at singing competition like superstar to the now super sunday. The funny thing is that thou we'd been together for 1 1/2 years, we'd only been to the KTV once. Funny isn't it?
Thou being there once, til now i can still vividly remember how she sang the song "Beautiful Love" by Tanya Chua, and it has since stuck with me whenever i go to KTV.
Recently, i'd been frequenting ktv, as i had found my singing Kaki, Shane, as well as being inspired by those Taiwan Singing competition like 'Xing guang and super sunday". Yang zhong Wei is one of the main reason as well. The song in which he sang(Bei Pan), really keeps me singing. As Shane said, its good to sing his song as the first one as it opens up your vocals. Hmm... Shane is another gal who sings terrifically well. Its great to have her as a singing buddy. lol.. Recently, we'd been singing duet and it really sounds good. haha..
Hmmm.. but don't get it wrong. We are very good friends, not couple. I remember coming across a phrase. Think it came from someone i knew. It goes: 2 people who knows each other too well will be very difficult to become couple. Pardon me for this. Its direct translation. hehe..
Its been like quite a while since i was last involved in a relationship. I only had 3 gfs before, 2 of which i think are serious. These days, my good friend, Yongzhong, has been bugging me to get a gf. Know why? his reason is simply that he cannot stand me without a gf. lol.. what kind of theory. If i anyhow look for one, i will be a playboy and i won't want that. hehe..
I think most man wish to be a playboy. And frankly speaking, deep down, i'm struggling. lol.. but i guess the believe i have in my family and my religion do keep me resisting the temptations. Some friends ask me: how do u know u like a girl.
My answer: Its all by your heart. Not brain. Your heart controls your feelings. If u dun feel anything for the other half, dun start it in the first place.
I'd been happy for my best pals recently. Seeing them with their love ones. Its such a heart warming kind of thing. This sunday, we'll be going to lo hei. i requested them to bring their gfs along coz i like our group to stay together despite being attached and also to allow their gfs to feel 'homely' to our group. We had been best of pals for at least 16 years. So the last thing i wanna see is to see the group moving in different directions slowly.

Charm: Inspirations are the life of human. Without them, we'll be robots.